l like to challenge myself in all areas of life.
But I do have a part of Self that protests against the challenges.
She sends me messages of I can’t, It’s too hard, You will embarrass yourself.
I know in her weird way she is trying to protect me from failure but
at the same time she is holding me back.
I have worked with her to bring her into the whole but she is stubborn.
At the sametime, if I Esther, in present consciousness, decide to do something
she doesn’t hold me back. I can move through the protests.
The protests are slowly diminishing and one day they will be gone but in the meantime
I turn within and say, Sweetheart I know you don’t want me to do this, but I really, really
want to so I am moving forward.
She steps aside in acknowledgement that I am the conscious mind, the Queen of the Castle.
Like when I wake up and decide today is a good day to dip into the cold sea.
It’s too cold. Why bother? You don’t need to do it. I hear it all in my mind.
Sweetheart I say, We did it before. We will do it again. I love it. Feel euphoric. It’s good for mind, body and soul.
We don’t abandon each other. We move through the process together.
And victory is ours … together. I can help you create breakthroughs, victories create harmony within, tame the voice that says you can’t.
Love, Esther
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