Sunday morning 10-10-10 I woke up ready to throw in the towel on my life passion of helping people make change from within and move forward.
The discouragement I was feeling was so strong I began to plan a life as a barista handing over steaming cups of speciality coffee with a smile and a word of encouragement. This feeling seemingly came out of nowhere; and I was not in a state to resist it.
As the day progressed and the energy wave associated with 10-10-10 continued to sweep across the planet I fell into a state of neutrality. I didn’t know what I wanted. Whether it was in my life’s work, the food I was eating, or even what I wanted to do that very day. I sat back and observed for this was very new to me.
That night I went to bed and had a profound dream in which I saw images of myself in past lives flash along the screen of my mind. In the dream state I asked, “Are these my past lives?” The answer came back a booming, “Yes.”
Then I began to see bytes and data moving up and down along the screen of my mind. Like one would view on a computer. I queried, “Is this the computer of my mind?” The answer again was, “Yes.”
Even in my dream state I knew some profound shifting was going on throughout my being.
I woke up yesterday morning–Thanksgiving Day in Canada–refreshed, inspired, excited with ideas bursting forth on what I can do to take my life passion of helping others to the next level. Thoughts of hustling coffee behind a counter long since abandoned. I woke up knowing exactly what I want to do, be and accomplish.
What do I attribute this shift to?
Earlier in the week I had done some major Past Life Regression Work on myself during which I shifted my timeline. (Click here to read the post) The work combined with the energy wave of 10-10-10 did a major clearing and shift of my being. The feeling of neutrality and not knowing what I wanted was a stop before a reboot.
I asked my Soul for confirmation and it whispered back that I was right on target with my deduction.
My lessons in this experience: Past Life Regression work is an excellent tool to help one move forward. Never panic or make quick decisions when in a phase of discouragement or unknowing. Trust the process. The universal energies are working on my behalf. I am on target with my life’s purpose. Like our computers we all need a good reboot.
Welcome to my every day, LOL.
I get discouraged and ready to throw in the towel a lot. Fortunately, I have met some really great people that offer support. Thanks Esther.
Chris: We all get discouraged from time to time. It’s was you do in that discouragement that determines the outcome. Having good support around you to help you through and see a brighter side is beneficial. Glad I can help even if just a little.
I was feeling the same way. Boy all the drama on twitter would be enough to make anyone give up. You are great and don’t you forget it.
Marcy: lol… it was a very strange day indeed. Love you dearly Marcy!.
From last Tuesday afternoon until today I have felt like you described yourself in your posting. I have a chronic illness that flares up in energy shifts and this last one knocked me on my keister! But I refused to let it drain me spiritually. Being an empath, I know when I am in a wrong direction and I crash physically like I did. I have been bothered by a program I had developed by not happy by the way I was preparing to market it. The signs and omens of change and transition in my life are finally getting through to me, and I am “seeing” where I am to go and do. I am at peace with myself over this and your site helped me tremendously.
I will keep reading your posts, they are great and speak right to me! Great jpb Esther!