My Tragic Life

When a client utter the words, ” My life is tragic,” I could feel her pain.
Over the last weeks her life has in her words, “Fallen apart.”

Wanting and desiring change in her circumstance she finally had the courage to make a move.
The Universal energies were supporting her.
Friends were willing to go the extra mile to assist.
The time was right and she was ready to let go of a relationship dragging her down and move into a grander expansion of herself.

She took a breathe and made the move.
A few days later she went up in her head and stayed there.
Her Ego Mind started to bombard her with abusive words and self judgment.
Her Ego showered her with shame, guilt and fear.
She began to doubt her choice even though in her heart she knew she had made the right decision.

Once up in her head she lost contact with her Self.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         Getting back into her heart was challenging.
When she couldn’t stand the battle in her mind anymore she waivered and reverted her decision.  She went back to a relationship that was stagnant.

Two days later when she regained conscious awareness, she decided once again that she must make the move to break free.
She packed her bags and took steps toward a better life.
This time with less confidence.
Riddled with anxiety, worry and upset. Now the situation, her emotions and negative thoughts taking a toll on her health.

She broke down Mind, Body and Spirit.

When she called me for inner healing work and guidance, the first words she uttered were, “My life is tragic.”

We worked with her parts creating fear and worry.  Addressed her emotions of guilt and shame. And I helped her get out of her head and back into her heart space.

Then we began to address the issue of her so called tragic life.  I  honoured that this is how she felt in the moment.  I wasn’t going to sugar coat or deny her feelings. I helped her feel her feelings and tap into the part of her that feels life is tragic. We worked with the part to bring it new awareness and more consciousness.

What if her life wasn’t tragic?
What if everything was in Divine order?
That she didn’t make a mistake?
That her choices were the right ones for her highest and best good?
What if the back and forth in her mind and physical location was exactly what she needed to bring to the surface the issues and layers of limitation holding her back?
What if there was no other way to get her attention to show her that she was full of fear, worry, guilt and shame?  

What if this situation created the perfect opportunity to bring all of these limitations to her awareness so that she could deal with them once and for all?
How can one expand when they still hold layers and issues of density deep within?
What if this situation was her unique way of tilling the soil of her body and being so that when she planted new moves, intentions, ideas, desires they would have fertile ground in which to root and grow?

If she continued to look at her life as tragic more of the same would tumble in.
But if she looked at what was presenting in her life at this time and began the process of an inward journey of discovery, learning and release, she could turn that so called tragic life into something beautiful. She is a creator being and now she gets to choose what she wants to create, more of the same or an inner world that will support her the next time she makes a decision.

This beautiful Soul is one who is newly awakened and learning on many levels about herself, the world, energy, beliefs and who she be.
While her awakening has been rough her desire and dedication to release and let go is mighty.
On some level she has already blossomed and is now taking steps to align with loving and honouring Self.

Blessings to you my friend.

~Love, Esther

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*written with permission


How Do I Stop Comparing Myself With Others?


Have you ever compared yourself to a friend, other people, a person on the cover of a magazine?

Maybe it was a comparison of looks, body, talent, skills, abilities, family, marriage, housing, opportunities, business success or trips they were taking.

We have all done it at one time or another — comparing.

For years that’s all I did–compare. It was a major subconscious program pressed permanently on play in my mind.

Some may say that comparison is good for it pushes you to do better.

People as inspiration? YES! Comparing yourself to others….not so great. It’s two different energies.

I have found from my own personal experience and working with clients that comparing is detrimental. It leads to lack of self esteem, lack of confidence, not good enough programing, victim consciousness, giving up and for some a striving to be better with dire consequence.

If you recognize yourself as one caught up in the comparing game how do you get out?

1. Get To Know You. The real you. Not the you other people tell you that you are. Not the you that you have come to believe who you are. But who you are as a spark of creation. Your God Self.  When you know who you are, your Soul Essence, then you can look at others with eyes of appreciation rather then bitter comparison. You begin to look at yourself with new eyes. The eyes of love and self acceptance.

2. Seek the Meaning of You. Who are you? Where did you come from? Begin to be open to ideas and concepts that you are not your physical body. You are Spirit, Soul Essence with your own unique Soul Signature. Light, energy, and tone. Begin to know you. The Beauty of your energy. For there is no one like you.

3. Fill Your Body with the energy of who you be your Soul Signature and begin to radiate that out into the world. Watch what happens. Notice how your outlook on life and on yourself changes.  And as a result your whole life experience shifts.

When you connect with who you truly be your Soul Signature and embody your energetic essence, the comparing slips away. A deep appreciation for yourself and every Soul on the planet emerges and you can begin to live your life as you for you.

~Love, Esther

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When You Are Stuck Between Two Worlds ~Tips


As we move along the path of Ascension we sometimes hit pockets of time and space where we feel a wobble. Change is happening. Our time-line is shifting. We are being transformed inside and out and every once in a while we get caught in between two worlds; the old and the new.

When we move from one world to another, IE the 3rd Dimension to the 5th Dimension New Earth, our path of potential changes. Every time we let go of a limiting belief, pattern or behavior new possibilities open. When we release the emotional impact of a memory, forgive someone, free our heart of grief and sadness and love ourselves a bit more deeply, we move onto a new a new track. A new time-line.

As we change things up, take a trip, try something new, choose a different coffee shop, say yes to an invitation rather then offer a no thanks, we again shift our world and reality.

Every change we make opens new doors of possibility and nudges us along a new path of potential.

Sometimes moving onto a new path creates a feeling of being stuck between two worlds, two realities, while everything and everyone around us is catching up or falling into place.


So what do you do when you are moseying down your path, everything shifts and you are caught between two worlds?

1. Visualize your new path of potential. Even if you are unable to see what or who is on the path or even where you are, hold in your mind’s eye the new path unfolding in front of you. Imagine yourself walking along that path and connect with the feeling of that experience. It might be love, freedom, peace or joy. Perhaps you hear giggling,  the sound of surf  or your boss saying, “Well done you have the promotion.”  What colours present on this path? How do you feel as you move forward? Keep focusing on your new path of potential and watch it emerge from the mist into your reality.

2. Continue to release all that no longer serves you. Release old, out dated beliefs, thoughts, decisions and conclusions. Get rid of the habit, pattern, memory that loops in your mind over and over taking you off course. Keep clearing limitations from all levels and layers of your body, mental, emotional, physical and spiritual. Toss out to the Universe for transmutation the energy that has no place on your new time-line.

3. Be Patient. If you can see, feel, sense, smell or hear your new path of potential it exists ready to show itself to you. Move forward in your life step by step trusting that your new world will unfold with each step you take. There is no need to look five steps ahead. Focus on what is presenting to you right now and go from there.

When we move from one path of potential to another sometimes we encounter a stretch of no man’s land and we feel stuck between two worlds. Follow these easy tips and watch how quickly the next step unfolds.

 ~Love, Esther

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Release Pain, Hurt and Sorrow From Your Heart

A couple of weeks ago I recorded a video to help you get out of your head and into your heart.  (Click Here To Access The Video)

You responded with enthusiasm finding the exercise easy to implement into your day to day life and are already reaping the benefits of moving into heart based living.

There were also some people who wrote me telling me that they struggle with placing their attention and focus on their heart. They do not want to enter into their heart space.


Because in the heart they feel pain, hurt, sorrow and grief.

You wrote me saying your heart weeps. It’s not a comforting place.

Sweet being I understand. For decades I lived with what I called back then a wounded heart. Full of memories, events, emotions, situations and people that filled my heart with pain and tears.

Back then if someone would have told me to get into my heart and start thinking and living from that space I would have told them to go to H***.

I’ve created another video with the intention of creating some understanding and awareness regarding what might be happening if you are having trouble connecting with your heart.

In addition I offer some suggestions on how you can create a friendly space in your heart to live and play.

To happy and vibrating hearts my loves.

~Love, Esther


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Are You Lucky Or Powerful?


I have a friend who recently landed the job he had been wanting for a long time.

It’s a contract position in Mexico and offers him a challenge, abundance and the opportunity to explore a new country and culture.

He had been cultivating this job opportunity for months and finally it’s his.

Within a week he packed his bags, locked up his flat and flew halfway around the world to embark on his dream job.

A few days after his arrival we connected on Skype for a celebratory conversation during which he exclaimed, “I was lucky.”


While I understand where his words were coming from I was quick to point out that he created that opportunity.

First he decided that he wanted a new contract in a distant land and held that vision as his intention.

Then he took inspired action speaking with headhunters and job recruiters to see what was available.

Despite the time zone difference he woke up or stayed up for interviews at odd hours. Not just one interview but many.

He sent  his new employers every piece of documentation they needed to make a decision of yay or nay.

When the silence ensued and all looked lost, yes he got discouraged but instead of swimming in a pool of upset and disappointment he carried on with his day to day, fulfilling his duties at his work place and held an attitude of: If not this job then something better.


Then one day out of the blue voila the phone call came, the offer was made and the creation of his dream is underway.

This is a great example of creation. The power of manifestation , intention and inspired action.

We make out own luck through our energy.

What we vibration in thought, feelings, emotions, belief pulses out into the world and pulls back to us a match every time.


He was in alignment and in sync with this new job. Luck had nothing to do with it.

Even when you think that luck has descended upon you because a wonderful door of opportunity blew open when you didn’t expect it, know that is was YOU who blew open that door.

Some energy vibration inside of you was in resonance with that opportunity and Universe conspired with you to bring it into your reality.

You are luck. Your are powerful.

You are an amazing creator being.


~Love, Esther

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Tips On How To Live From Your Heart



We are learning to live from the heart rather then from the brain/head. In the 5th Dimension New Earth it’s what we do. Esther takes you through a quick exercise you can use everyday to shift your focus from your head to your heart and access the wisdom the wisdom of your heart.

Tips On How To Use Earth Chakras As Powerful Vortexes

Just as humans have chakras our planet Earth also has chakras or swirling vortexes of energy. They help the planet maintain balance and stability,  health and well being and assist humanity and all that roams and grows upon it to prosper.
What is a Chakra?
Chakra is a Sanskrit word meaning wheel or vortex. A Chakra is a non-physical energy center located in and around the body that acts as a conduit or connector between you and Source Energy. It is a part of our consciousness and energy body as is our aura and energy bands. Chakras are associated with parts of the body, mental, emotional and spiritual Self.
The human body has hundreds of chakras but for the most part we tend to focus on 12. The seven chakras of the body held in our chakric column and chakras eight through 12 the spiritual chakras above the head connecting you to the Quantum Field. Our Planet Earth also has hundreds of Vortex points across the globe and seven major chakras.
Why Are Chakra’s Important?
Because chakras are a conduit for Source Energy to flow through us and around us, when they are blocked, closed, malfunctioning or lack luster  often mental, emotional, physical and spiritual well being is limited. Illness and disease present. We function out of harmony and balance.
What Are The Earth’s Chakra’s?  The Earth’s chakras help to create the health and balance of the planet and are power points of energy that influence us and all that lives in our world.
 earth chakras
Chakra One: Mt Shasta, California USA Earth’s base chakra.  A base or foundation of the world’s life. Where universal life force gathers to burst forth onto the Earth plain. Home of St. Germain. High UFO Activity. 
Chakra Two: Lake Titicaca, Peru/Bolivia Border, sacral chakra  is the center of creation of new species.  The sexual chakra of the planet and connected with Manchu Picchu.  Also a presence of high UFO activity.
Chakra Three: Uluru and Kata Tjuta Australia form the solar plexus chakra of the Earth. They are also known as Ayers Rocks and The Olgas respectively and are associated with the vitality of the planet, where emotion is processed. Australian Aborigines refer to this area as the umbilical chord of the planet.
Chakra Four: Glastonbury, Somerset and Shaftesbury, Dorset UK is the world’s heart chakra. It is also thought to be the home of the Holy Grail considered by many to be the cup that Jesus drank from at the Last Supper and that Joseph of Armathea use to collect Jesus’s blood at his crucification. The Holy Grail is much sought after and is referenced often in writings about King Arthur. High levels of crop-circle sightings and activity in this area.
Chakra Five: Great Pyramid, Mt. Sinai and Mt. of Olives in the Middle East comprise the Earth’s Throat Chakra. The voice of the Earth Spirit where the people and life cry out for assistance. This area is at the center of our modern day earth’s land mass.

Chakra Six: The Aeon Activation Centre is the Third Eye and it moves. Currently thought to be in Western Europe. Aeon (eon) is a very long or indefinite period of time. This chakra opens portal and gateways to other dimensions similar to the function of our human pineal gland.

Chakra Seven: Mt. Kailas in the Himalayas, Tibet is the the world’s Crown Chakra.  Kailas is considered to be the Roof of the World  broadcasting the Earth’s will and purpose. This chakra connects us to Source, God’s Will and all of the Spirit Realm.

Tips On How To Use Earth Chakras For Your Highest And Best Good.

I have found personally and with my clients that one of the most powerful ways to use the Earth Chakras is during meditation and personal inner growth work.
Syncing up via visualization, intention or command with the energy of one of the Earth’s Chakras adds power and might to your inner work practice.
Select an Earth Chakra that you feel drawn to in the moment and harness the energy of that spot to enhance your shift and change.
Or perhaps you are working on an issue within your body IE stomach pain, connect up with the Australian Chakra associated with the solar plexus for added benefit of release.
Maybe you want to open up your intuition and inner knowing, connect with Mt. Kailas energy, the third eye chakra of the world to boost your opening.
Visiting these locations in person will place you in their energy field for deep connectivity and personal enhancement, but know that simply by intention or imagination you are there in that place, connected with the energy, to use for your and the planet’s highest and best good.
~Love, Esther

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Attract What You Want Using The Law Of Vibration


Science and the study of Quantum Physics has proven to us that everything in our universe is energy; all is composed of subatomic particles of energy–pure energy. Some people refer to this as pure potential, Source, the unified field or original substance.

Energy vibrates and is in constant motion. Nothing is at rest. Everything around you is vibrating at some speed. That includes you, the food you eat, your car, that tree, rock and the chair you are sitting on.

Everything has a frequency and vibration. Slow moving energy is solid and dense that’s why you don’t fall through your chair when you sit on it.

Faster moving energy vibrates more quickly, the frequency is higher, lighter, there is more space.

The Law of Attraction, which is based on The Law of Vibration, states that we attract into our lives what we are send out in vibration. Hence positive energies attract positive energies and negative energies attract negative energies. Heavy energy attracts heavy energy and light energy attracts light energy.

You have heard of the saying: Birds of a feather flock together?

In more relateable terms, joy attracts joy, abundance attracts more abundance, fear begets fear.

Thoughts, feelings and emotions are waves of energy that move out into the universe and attract back to you what you are focusing on. Positive and uplifting thoughts, beliefs, feelings and emotions create higher frequencies and vibration. Density falls away and you move up up up into your Light Body. You become more of the Spirit that you be, unlimited potential, rather then heavy physical form.

Understanding these universal principals was the ah ha I needed to change my life, turn it around and guide others to their own experience of change and transformation. That is why today after over a decade assisting people in spiritual and personal growth my main focus continues to be discovering, exploring and changing limiting core beliefs and paradigms so that you can release density and become more LIGHT.

How do you know what your vibration and frequency is? Look around you.  What you are attracting into your life is a great indicator.

How do you change your vibration? Release and let go of old, outdated, heavy and limiting beliefs, patterns, behaviors, influences and energies which are keeping you dense.


 ~Love, Esther

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Do You Orgasm While You Sleep?

What we think and feel affects our body. Science has proven this, the mind~body connection. Our bodies respond to the way we think, feel and act.

When our thoughts are positive, full of love, joy, hope, happiness and forgiveness they create ease in the body. Our body then responds in kind with vibrant health and well being, flexibility, vitality and self healing.

Negative thoughts of fear, worry, lack, deprivation, emotions of anxiousness, sadness, grief and anger break down our bodies and show up as aches and pains, illness, high blood pressure and disease.

Perhaps even with all the scientific evidence abound you are still not convinced. Well consider this…

Have You Ever Had An Orgasm In Your Sleep?

Most people have and it’s not always due to a sexy dream. A 2009 poll conducted by Glamour Magazine found 80% of the respondents said they have sleepgasms.

Some doctors says increased blood flow may create the release. Others suggest that daytime arousal may lead to night time orgasms.girl-in-white-1414088-s

Or it may have nothing to do with blood flow and daytime bouts of hot and bothered.                      

According to The Guide to Getting It On by Paul Joannides, PET scans of people’s brains while they’re having orgasms reveal that areas of the brain that process information or control motor activity, stay active while we sleep helping to sort out days events, life situations, memories and pieces of information. This sorting process results in crazy vivid dreams and sometimes sleep orgasms. It’s the body’s way of responding to what is filtering through our brain.  The  mind~body connection allows not only what we think and focus on to be attracted into our life reality but also shows up in our body.

Here’s another example.

Have you ever woke up from sleep in a sweat, heart pounding, thinking someone is chasing you or that you are falling from the sky?

No one was chasing you and you weren’t falling from the sky. Most likely your body was lying on a bed or sitting in chair.

But your mind was active processing information, visualizing, conjuring up images, feelings and thoughts and your body responded to what was happening in the brain.

All of this information is encouraging because it presses home once again that our thoughts create our reality, thoughts become things and what we focus on expands. We can affect our body and quality of life by what we think and believe.

Want better health? Think uplifting thoughts, focus on a thriving body, imagine that illness or disease dissolving away.

Want more money? Spend time thinking about abundance, drop into feelings of gratitude, imagine yourself in a state of luxury.

Ready for a relationship? Focus on feelings of joy, love, exuberance and giggles.

You have the power and it’s within.

~Love, Esther

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 Reference: Mind~Body Connection one of many you can Google and find

Don’t Be Fooled, You ARE Great At Letting Go


Have you ever uttered these words, “Letting go is not easy. I can’t let go.”

Letting go of what you don’t want is sometimes a daunting task but you are great at letting go and let me prove it to you.

At one time did you have a rockin healthy body? Were you once in love with an amazing person?

Was there a time when you had a job/career that you enjoyed and thrived in?

Did money pour upon you like rain in a monsoon? Did you walk around with you head held high knowing you could do anything?

In some area of your life at one time you had IT. You had what you wanted. It may have come naturally or maybe you worked for it, but you achieved what you wanted.

Health, Body, Relationship, Money, Career, Confidence, Fun and then what happened?

You let it go. If you don’t have it any more, then somewhere along the line you released it from your experience; you let it go.

Perhaps it was a limiting belief that got you off track or listening to someone’s else opinion. Maybe a memory from the past surfaced and created a snafu or thinking you were not deserving or worthy of what you had. Whatever it was you let it go.

Let your cognitive mind ponder that for a moment because the mind loves proof. You can let go and release because you’ve done it before.

The problem is that now you are dealing with aches and pains, an out of shape body,  unfulfilling relationships, debts and a less then satisfying job.

You want to turn it around and experience something different but you are having trouble letting go. The part of you that is keeping you down, most likely for safety or protection, doesn’t want you to let go and reminds you repeatedly “It’s hard to let go. It hurts and it might hurt other people.”

But when you have a moment of clarity and consciousness you know that you want to dive into something new.

If you let go once sweet being of LIGHT you can let go again.

This time instead letting go of the bag of goodies how about letting go of what you don’t want?

Can you tell I am attempting to come in through the back door on this issue, scramble the brain a little bit and shake things up?

If it took a limiting belief, pattern, memory or another’s influence to get you to let go last time around what will it take Now to let go and move forward?

Perhaps a new belief, pattern, behavior, stepping away from unsupportive people or taking inspired action.

As you awaken to the awareness of, “I am good at letting go,” and ponder all the greatness you have released from your life, use that information to flip the tables on your self sabotaging self, do your inner work and keep reminding yourself, “I am great at letting go.”

~Love, Esther

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