The Secrets Your Body Wants To Share

Your body has a message for you.  In fact your body is one of your main guides on this journey of life and has many messages if you take the time to listen.

The Body Deva, that is your body Spirit has consciousness something even scientists are willing to acknowledge.

It wants to be a source of information and guidance working with you in harmony to create the life you desire.

It is your earthly home, vehicle, container in which your Soul Esscence takes up residence so you can touch, love, experience and grow.

When something is out of sync in your life, your body Deva will be sure to tell.

While we are all unique and the messages of the body are personal to each person there are some commonalities which present when the body talks.

For example, back pain often relates to stress and feelings of not being supported. Lower back pain may signal a past life influence.

When your joints ache their message is often one of flexibility. Where can you be more flexible in your life or where are you bending too much on the whim of others?

Unresolved anger often shows up as breakouts on the face, kidney problems and a backed up colon.

The Body has wisdom and secrets that it’s eager to share.

And it loves when we listen to its guidance responding in kind by repairing and healing itself, bringing you into greater aligment of mind, body and Spirit.

When you listen to the wisdom of the body it will tell you more and work with you to co-create health, vitality and well being in all areas of your life.

So how do you glean secrets and information from your Body Deva?

Just ask it.

Talk to you body as you would a friend.

Ask it questions.

What is the message in this pain?

What do I need to know about my illness?

What am I not learning from you that if I did learn it would change my health and life around?

Sweet body what do you need from me right now?

And then give the body what it needs; follow its guidance.

The body will speak to you in many different ways. Through words, images, feelings, sensations, knowing and sounds. It speaks to you through the aches, pains, discomfort and dis-ease.

It’s like when we get that gut feeling and we know it means, “Uh oh watch out, be careful.”

If you listen and pay attention you will hear the body speak and if need be ask it to repeat the information in a way you will understand more clearly.

Your Body Deva is for you not against you.

So sit quietly, take a deep breathe in, say, “Hello sweet beautiful body,” begin to ask your questions and listen for the secrets.

~Love, Esther

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11-11 A New Ascension Gate-Way Opens


Nov 11th rolls around each year and offers all of humanity the chance to release more deeply and expand into the Love that we are.

On this day another Gate-Way opens in the Universal Realm and opportunity for a frequency bump up and body upgrade is poured upon the planet.

According to numerology the number 11 is a Master Number and indicates the start of a new cycle. It represents patience, honesty, spirituality, sensitivity, intuition and idealism.

11 is tied into Sacred Geometry and the DNA of our bodies waking us up to NEW, new awareness, ways of being, a new life reality.

While googling what 11-11 means is a nice place to start I believe that numbers are very personal to each of us.

For instance when 11 or 11-11 pop up in my daily life it is my personal sign that everything is lining up for me. And sometimes the message is walk through this Gate-Way, take this opportunity. I am supported by the pillars of the 11.

I encourage you to ask inside to your Higher Self what does 11-11 means specifically to you.

The piece of information I am receiving to share with you is that for all of humanity and the planet as a whole 11-11 will open another Gate-Way in the Universe and usher in more Light, new coding to help us Ascend and replace the corrupt coding of the 3D Matrix we have been breaking down with the assistance of those magnificent October Solar Flares.

11-11 creates a new awareness within, an “awakening” of sorts.

Our bodies will receive the new codes to upgrade our DNA, reprogram our mind and body on all levels to the changes which transpired during October Eclipse Season.

November 11th is also Remembrance Day in Canada and other parts of the world adding to the beautiful energy flow.

It is going to be a magnificent day.

Make sure you stay hydrated and grounded.

As limitation pops up let it go. Refrain from getting caught up in the mix of the old beliefs and patterns leaving and enjoy the Universal download.

~Love, Esther

Many of you like to book channeled readings and private one on one sessions on special dates and moon cycles. If this interests you please contact me directly via email for information on time availablity and we will take if from there. I always love doing inner work on High Vibe Days and I know you do too!

Don’t Be Fooled You ARE Great At Letting Go


Have you ever muttered these words, “Letting go is not easy.”

Letting go of what you don’t want is sometimes a daunting task but you are great at letting go. Let me prove it to you.

At one time did you have a rockin healthy body? Were you once in love with an amazing person?

Was there a time when you had a job/career that you enjoyed and thrived in?

Did money pour upon you like rain in a monsoon?

In some area of your life at one time you had IT. You had what you wanted. It may have come naturally or maybe you had to work for it, but you achieved what you wanted.

Health, Body, Relationship, Money, Career, Confidence, Fun and then what happened?

You let it go. If you don’t have it any more, then somewhere along the line you released it from your experience; you let it go.

Perhaps it was a limiting belief that got you off track or listening to someone’s else opinion. Maybe a memory from the past surfaced and created a snafu or perhaps thinking you were not deserving or worthy of what you had. Whatever it was you let it go.

Let your cognitive mind ponder that for a moment because the mind loves proof. You can let go and release because you’ve done it. That which you desired has slipped out of your hands.

The problem is that now you are dealing with aches and pains, an out of shape body,  unfulfilling relationships, debts and a less then satisfying job.

You want to turn it around and experience something different but you are having trouble letting go. The part or aspect of yourself that is keeping you down, most likely for safety or protection, doesn’t want you to let go and reminds you repeatedly “It’s hard to let go. It hurts and it might hurt other people.”

But when you have a moment of clarity and consciousness you know you are ready to release and dive into something new.

If you let go once sweet being of LIGHT you can let go again. You’ve done it before. You have proven to yourself that it can be done and you can do it.  

This time instead letting go of the bag of goodies how about letting go of what you don’t want?

Can you tell I am attempting to come in through the back door on this issue, scramble the brain a little bit and shake things up?

If it took a limiting belief, pattern, memory or another’s influence to get you to let go last time around what will it take Now to let go and move forward?

Perhaps a new belief, pattern, behavior, stepping away from unsupportive people or taking inspired action.

As you awaken to the awareness of, “I am good at letting go,” and ponder all the greatness you have released from your life, use that information to flip the tables on your self sabotaging self, do your inner work and keep reminding yourself, “I am great at letting go.”

~Love, Esther

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You Say You Want Freedom But Do You Really?


We say we want Freedom but freedom comes with unpredictability, uncertainty, acceptance of the unknown and without a schedule.

The uncertainty and lack of structure freedom brings scares many people.

Most people have never experienced the Freedom that they seek in this life-time.

Imagine for a moment that you are visiting  a foreign land for your first travel experience.

You land in a country knowing no one. You have no place to hang your hat.

You don’t speak the language. You don’t have the right currency in your pocket and at the airport you look like a fish out of water with dozens of people swarming you with offers of taxi, hotel, restaurant in an aggressive and intimidating manner.

This type of scenario can scare many people into shutdown, defeat, taking the first flight back home or hiding in a hotel room for the duration of their stay.

And yet there are others who embrace the adventure of such a scenario. They relish in the Freedom of not knowing what their next step is and are ready to move forward in faith and trust.

Perhaps you have been asking and trying to manifest your dream job or more money and the core desire of this quest is Freedom.

But you struggle to achieve your desires.

Perhaps the limitation holding you back is a fear of the very Freedom that you seek.

Discomfort with unpredictability, uncertainly, change and the unknown.

If this rings true for you go within. Discover and release the limiting beliefs and patterns preventing you from moving into the energy of Freedom.

Faith and Trust are required along with a knowing that no matter what everything is going to be Okay; some great possibility is at hand even when you don’t know what it is.

Move into energetic alignment with the Freedom that you seek and everything changes.

Love, Esther

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Taking The Emotional Charge Out Of Memories

We are moving through a period in which we are having to let go of old systems, patternings, beliefs and paradigms. One of the ways you will notice it is in your day to day life when memories from the past float to the surface of your awareness. Most of these memories are packed with emotion that you feel in the moment as they come up for your attention. Waves of shame, guilt, anger, sadness, grief overcome you as the memory surfaces.

Here’s an example. I am currently in the midst of conducting a money experiment based on a recent download of information that I received. And it is stirring the pot in areas of abundance.

One morning right at the point of my awakening  from slumber, I was flooded with the memory of being a young girl about 10  years old and at the grocery store with my dad. We were buying steaks for a family BBQ and he left me in line with the steaks and money to pay while he searched out another item.

When I got to the front of the line I looked at my hands and the money was gone $60. I was mortified and embarrassed as I looked around to see if the money had dropped on the floor. I looked at the people around me to see if they had picked up the money and were going to give it back. No one did.

I stepped out of line afraid of what my dad would say. Sixty dollars was alot of money for steaks back then and while we were not poor my family certainly wasn’t wealthy enough to shrug off the loss and move on.

I also felt bad for my father. As a kid I knew how hard he worked for his money and now I had lost it.

When my dad returned to the check out counter and I told him what happened he seemed more angry at the people around me for not being honest and keeping the money I had dropped. I felt his despair at having to pay twice for the groceries along with the pity from the lady at check out.

While that memory has surfaced from time to time, I knew my money experiment was pushing it to the forefront to defuse the emotional charge, make peace and move on.

That pattern of feeling bad for my dad because he worked hard for his money was also a patterning I needed to release. That feeling bad was keeping me linked to him in a cycle of struggle and working hard for money.

And so I lay in bed processing myself and making change,  taking the charge out of the memory in order to move on in free flow of abundance and in life .

This current period of letting go of old patternings has been a focus of our inner work since summer and will ramp up this fall. Instead of pushing memories which surface back down or ignoring them all together learn from them and release.

~Love, Esther

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Are You Getting Caught Up In The Noise Of The 3rd Dimension?


A few days ago a friend and I were taking advantage of the beautiful Southern Ontario weather sipping lattes at an outdoor café.

We were talking about all kinds of delicious topics, New Moon, Equinox, the upcoming Eclipses. We shared with each other our insights, inspirations, dreams and creations in motion. It was a high vibe 5D conversation and there was a palatable buzz around us.

At one point I noticed that my friend kept shifting her attention to the left. She began to figit in her chair and a look of annoyance came over her face.

When finally I took a peak at what had gotten her all agitated and riled up I noticed a group of young teens about 10 to 13 years old fooling around and causing a raucous. They were spitting water at one another, shouting, at times screaming and generally being what we might consider to be unruly kids. And they completely caught my friend’s attention distracting her from the high vibe conversation at hand.

This is a perfect everyday example of how we on a conscious journey of awareness and ascension can get caught up in the noise of 3D energies. We were basking in a high vibe glow and something triggered my friend shifting her focus and attention, taking her out of her frequency.

You may do this in your own life when you get caught up in fear from the collective while watching the news or speaking with friends, when you worry about bills, money, your children; job. When you engage in gossip, self doubt, and fall into judgements. And the list goes on.

So what do you do when you find yourself being distracted by 3D noise?

  • Notice and observe what the trigger is. Why has this issue, person, situation taken you out of your groove and placed your focus on something less desirable?
  • What is the noise inside of you that related to that outside situation? Explore that trigger for learning and release.

Does this mean that you can never express an emotion, opinion or passion about what you see and experience in life?

No not all.

It means not getting pulled into the energy of the situation or shifting out of your love, joy, peace vibe.

Go ahead and watch the news. Be the observer rather then get caught up in the emotion or fear mongering. Then the noise becomes more of a annoyance like a fly buzzing around you and/or you eventually stop noticing it at all.

~Love, Esther

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You Are The Closure You Seek

How many times have you said to yourself, “I need closure.”

Perhaps it was in the realm of a dissolving relationship, a work situation in which you were laid off or let go or maybe words were exchanged which led to an argument and created uncertainty.

The need for closure is really a way of saying I need answers.

When a relationship ends often one person in the coupling needs closure. There is a need to understand what happened in order to process and allow the ending to be. But often when asking for closure from another the answers are still not enough. The person spoke their truth at what-ever level of awareness they were able to, but it wasn’t adequate.

Often we don’t trust the information we receive when seeking closure. It doesn’t make sense to us and we think, “There must be something more.”

Or even though we say we want and need closure, closure is not what we seek.  Instead we want a person to feel sorry for us, stick around, change their mind, know how badly we have been hurt.

Perhaps a part of you feels duped, embarrassed or that you should have known better.

If so then go within and bring healing or awareness to that part or aspect of yourself.

A part of life is being okay with not knowing or understanding everything and moving forward.

If you are challenged by this concept ask yourself, “What do I really need?”

What are you specifically looking for and needing from that person or situation with which you seek closure?

If you feel you can approach the person do so but most likely you still won’t get a satisfying answer.

Why?  Because it is not closure from another person you need it is from yourself.

Closure is hard to come by when we seek it outside of ourself looking to another to make it happen.

So I ask you, What if closure is something inside of you?

What if it is a gift that you give to yourself just as forgiveness is not for the other person it is for you to be able to let go and move on.

Needing closure from someone or in some situation when it is never going to happen keeps us stuck.

Instead give closure to yourself, make peace with the person and situation and move forward with the learnings and a new path of potential

~Love, Esther

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Do You Feel Universe Has Abandoned You?

You are never separate from Universe, Source Energy even when you feel you are.


You were birthed from Source Energy.

You are Source Energy.

You will transition and return to Source Energy.

Source Energy is in you. It’s you mixed in with all of your unique traits, gifts, talents and personality. There is no separation.

Separation is part of the programming of the 3rd Dimension

And you knew this when you were up in the cosmos planning this life-time on Earth.

You knew you were heading back into density, into the illusion of separation so that you could wake up to more consciousness and break free of the ties that bind you to The Matrix.

Recently I worked with a client who felt unsupported in life. Unsupported by family, friends and colleagues.

As we dug deeper into this feeling of separation she realized what she really felt was separation from Universe.

She was lacking faith and trust that Universe had her back.

I took her back in time to the point just before she came into the womb and we began to discover and explore who she was as Spirit.

What did she know?

What was she looking forward to ?

What were the perceived consequences of coming back to Earth in a physical body?

At that point she gasped and said: I knew I was being separated from Source. It was my choice. But I also knew that when I woke up I would remember Source never left me.

That Ah Ha triggered a deep shift within and once we wrapped her back up in the loving arms of Universe and infused this awareness into her energy circuits she was good to go.

She also realized that while family, friends and others might not always have her back as they deal with their own limitations, Universe is always there for her.

So I ask you, Do You Feel Universe Has Your Back?

If the first response is No then start doing inner work in that area.

Bridging the gap of separation into oneness is what you came for.

~Love, Esther

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I Released 25 Entities From My Body and Regained My Voice

When I received an email from Kairi outlining his experience during my Releasing Entities Class I asked him to share with all of us. He agreed and wrote these  words.   Oh and lovely Marsha was one of the conduits for change during the workshop. ~Love, Esther

“I listened to the Releasing Entities Activation last week and I LOVED Marsha.  Universe must have sent her just for me.  The similarities were profound. Needless to say I had a major shift.

Initially I had 26 entities show up occupying space in my body. I realized a few have been sexual partners/friends and many were people I encounter on a daily basis.  These entities were simple to address and release.

I also had some key people show up.  My grandfather’s energy was present but not as influential as I would have thought.  I think I’ve done a pretty good job of keeping him on point and out of my way. However I realized he was a vessel through which a major person, my birth dad, was taking up space in my body. This was the point when I related to Marsha’s entity experience big-time.

It’s strange because I don’t have a relationship with my dad. I might have spoken to or seen him less than 10 times since I was four years old.  Many things came up regarding him abandoning me and my brothers. I realized it was important for me to dig deeper into this issue. He was lost, probably scared, young and I would like to think that he wanted the best for us but was pretty much controlled by his next wife.   She kept him away from everyone and he saw no one in his family after they met.

My dad and I resolved our differences during the Activation and as he left another unexpected person appeared. It was my stepfather Clark who I  always despised because I knew he hated me from the get-go.  I was the odd one, the quiet one,  the nerd and he made my life miserable.  He picked on me a lot and was jealous of my bowling talents especially since he introduced bowling to my mom and was considered one of the ‘top dog’ bowlers in their league. He hated it when I fell in love with the game and quickly started to show incredible talent for it.  He despised me when I jumped from the junior to adult level and became the ‘top dog’ of his league.  I became quite a player on the main circuit with many achievements, titles and records statewide and beyond which made our relationship rocky.

My stepfather took out his feelings on me by preventing me from doing the things I was great at and loved to do like landscaping and bowling. Finally my mother stood up for me and put an end to his actions. She knew how great I was at bowling and how much I loved it. Bowling was my escape. At the same time, my ‘adopted dad’, Mike Byrd (father figure from the age of 12 who taught me everything about bowling, business and has guided me through life) also threatened to do something about it and he MEANT IT. Mike is still my dad today and always will be.

I later realized that I unknowingly developed an anger and resentment against my mother just for inviting Clark into our family and marrying him. Living in their household create a miserable and secretly depressing childhood.

During the Activation I finally resolved my issues with Clark and moved on.  It was life changing! 

In fact by the end of the Activation I had one entity inside my body which was me.  As far I could tell all had vanished. It was incredible.  

That’s not all, as a result of the entity clearings, I have finally been able to sing the same way I did a few years ago before losing my voice for no reason. I actually felt my voice come back during the activation and started singing during the session out of the blue. I knew something had a lock on my throat/voice for several years and I was thinking it was mainly the bar energy where I hang out, but it was probably linked back to my father and stepfather and the bar emphasized it more.  I have regained my voice and I have something to say.  It was quite miraculous.

Just to note, I would always sing in the shower and around the house to Barbra Streisand or Linda Ronstadt  and only in front of one or two very good friends who loved to hear me sing.  I was at ease only with them.  Singing is something I would never do publicly but it is good to know that I could once again sing to myself with the tone and clarity that I used to have instead of literally nothing coming out at all or just garbage.  I even sang a little tonight and may start to do it much more often at home, while driving and maybe once again for friends again.”

Kairi Jeffries,

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Tame The Ego’s Need To Fix The Situation


You are in fast forward motion.

Ready to take inspired action.

Open to Big Change.

Inner Work is well under way.

You feel your Spirit and Inner Self moving at a rapid pace.

The problem?

Your outward reality is moving in slow motion.

You feel like you are trudging through sludge and your inspired action is taking too long to manifest into anything tangible.

The speed of your inner world is a mismatch to your outward experience.

And now you are frustrated just like a horse chomping at the bit, lined up at the starting gate, ready to run the race, but that damn gate just won’t open.

Questions arise: How do I allow my Spirit and Inner Self to maintain the rapid pace and let reality catch up rather then slow everything down?

How do I avoid frustration and/or reverting to old patterns to soothe the disconnect?

Allow your Spirit to hold it’s momentum by practicing each day to be in a receptive state.

Be open to the whirlwind inside of you and the moving through mud sensation on the outside.

Be in allowance of both energies.

Know that eventually your outward reality has to shift to meet your inner momentum, it’s Universal Law.

Only take action that is prompted by Spirit.

Focus on the one task in front of you.

Taking these steps will make it easier for you to release the frustration, keep the pace and encourage your day to day life to giddy up and get going.

This stage you are in is all about learning to be patient, quiet and trust the process.

It’s about taming the Ego’s need to fix the situation and allow it to “Be.”

By following your inner guidance you will discover when to take the next steps and when to hold up.

Your pace of manifestation will fall in line with your leading from within.

~Love, Esther

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